Monday, August 16, 2010

Life Changing Days

It has been a crazy and busy week.  It has been a week of Life Changing Days.

Last Wednesday we found out that my Dad had experienced a heart attack 2 weeks ago and so he was rushed to hospital.  My Dad is okay - THANK YOU GOD.  It is a miracle that he is alive.  To our surprise we found out that the 3 main areas to the heart (I do not know all the technical names) were 80-90% blocked.  My Dad had emergency bypass surgery on Friday.  My Mum and I waited all day and the whole time I trusted that my Dad would be okay.  I recently read that we all have four Angels that are with us all the time.  I asked my own Angels to go and stay with my Dad and I sensed the words "he is loved and protected".  Speaking to my Mum on the Friday, she was telling me about the time about 12-13 years ago that my Dad had a serious car accident, where he had to dig part of the ground to breathe, and the car rolled onto him.  Once again it was a miracle that he was still alive.  My Mum said that she had a knowing, almost heard the whisper of the words "we got him out for you".


We saw my Dad tonight and the doctor said that he is doing as well as expected, and my Dad said that he is not in pain.  It has been Life Changing Days, sitting with my Dad when he is less than 100%.  I am Grateful that I do not have to rush anywhere and I have just been able to sit and be with my Dad.  My Dad will continue to get stronger and hopefully he will feel a lot better by Friday, which is his 80th Birthday.  

Being with my Dad ,and being at the hospital, once again reminds me of the importance of Love and Family.  Life can be so complicated and sometimes people can make life even more complicated for themselves and other people.  I hear people at work complaining about other people and being negative, and I wonder why people make life harder, when there are many things of which we have no control.  We never quite know when we may experience Life Changing Days.  

When I am in My Yellow Heart, in a state of Presence, I feel Strong and Centred.  I am in Love and Light.  I feel Peace.   I am Grounded for Life Changing Days.


I am glad that I have simplified my Life and so it is easy to just spend all day in the hospital with my Dad.  For me life is so simple, at the core is LOVE.   

Speaking about LOVE - THE GREAT AND MOST EXCITING NEWS - definitely at the top of my Life Changing Days - is that yesterday WE GOT ENGAGED!!!  It was our 1 year Anniversary and My Man took me out to a beautiful restaurant, SummerSalt at Cronulla.  We had a wonderful lunch, wining and dining - great food and wine and great company.  And it felt so nice to be dressed up and celebrating our special occasion. 

  
It was very exciting when we saw a rainbow over the beach, it was beautiful.  I find the rainbow a symbol of our week, where we had been experiencing the rain all week, and now here comes the sun and Light.


I had been thinking the last day or two that Gareth is a Blue energy, Peaceful and Relaxed, and I am a Yellow energy, and so together, when our energies merge, we are Green - and Green energy is about Growth and Life.  I like that in the colours of the rainbow, flows Yellow, Green and Blue.

After lunch we went outdoors to a park overlooking the Beach and My Man asked me to marry him.  It felt so natural and relaxed and very right.  I said 'yes'!!! Of course!!!  I am in Love and Happy!


My Man wants me to choose my own engagement ring and so he gave me a token ring - a Yellow Heart ring - I loved it!!! He knows me well!

  
It has been a week of Life Changing Days.  Life is not quite the same, similar and different.  Life is precious.  Love is precious.  I am Grateful that my Dad is on the road to recovery.  And I am so very Grateful to be in Love and Loved by my Man.  To Love and Be Loved is my Greatest Wish and so yesterday is my Dream Come True.


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